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Friday, 16 May 2008

11:10 pm

juz returned home from steph hse..most of de time we were doing our work instead of talking to each other..she was buzi studying her test n mii doing math n chem..rather productive cuz i managed to finished both math tut n chem exercise...which means tis 3 daes r for studying gp..chem n bio spa...tis juz shows tt less talking= more work done!!!we dint talk much or sae aniting juz kip studying..i guessed i dint even take a real clear look at her..however it felt realli great to study together...perhaps its cuz of de strong bond we hold..understanding each other mutually..but dere r still times i dont even understand her...tt y im nt even sure how long tis relationship will last...a couple of wks more? a few more mths or yrs?dunno...our characteristics oso differs..one challenge de norms looking for alternative route to reach de objective..de other rely on de route tt ppl hab tried out as it has been proven successful...perhaps tt's wat a relationship is all about..to accept each other differences n changing unknowingly...n by doing so improving oneself...
todae dint go pe agn...firstly dere was tis chem weird tutorial n since its de last session for de term i hab decided long ago not to go le... aniwae wen walking out i oso dint c anione running or training..de whole dae i was like day dreaming most of de time especially econs chem lect n gp...in other words i was onli awake during math n chem tutorial..math perhaps was cuz of de fact tt irritating she lia was using com 'secretly' beside mii..(wen i tink tt mr leong can c she is using)...showing mii de clothes she deciding whether to buy or not..chem was cuz de fact tt we nd copy chunks of words to write in chem spa...n oso de peer tutoring...urgh...i seriously cant teach or explain properly...if u asked ani closed friends of mine..dey will understand..most of de time dey ask a qn i can produce de ans but wen come to explaining i will juz sae 'ze ge gen ze ge jiu bian ze ge lorh'...zzz..i tink i will kana slap by de ppl can...n worst nt onli nd to teach our class ppl which is already a big problem..we hab to teach 25 ppl..i tink each one give mii one slap i no nd go mid yrs le...LOLX...wat a sai gang to do...mainly its cuz of she lia lorhhh...n i find it puzzling cuz from wat sim simm sae her 2 other classes got 21 ppl as tutor le..n one tutor to 25 students..meaning 525 students le...n dere r onli 6++ students taking chem..n some of dem dun wan to go or be peer tutor..so i seriously dun understand y dey nd so mani peer tutors? even if 3 daes n each tutor nd go for one dae..at most nd 60 students to be tutors? oso wont nd mii de mah....
okie i shall quit complaining..since it wont help de situation aniwae..n i juz remeber dere is another time which im awake...during flag raising..wen ah chong was wearing a blue singlet..lolx..super 'cool'...or shld i sae cute for she lia..since she was complimenting ah chong cute 3 or 4 times during math tutorial...amused cuz y muz he wear singlet wen he was going to teach us to relax our eyes? maybe de last part wen he was teaching abt de swaying? lolx...
dint go home with ykt todae..cuz she was being yong gong enuf to go for consultation...n cuz of her absent...mii n xiu managed to came up with de conclusion tt kt is de jinx..cuz if u all normally meet us at de busstop we will normally sae we r going sp wen we r going home n vice versa..cuz previously wen we sae we r going home de bus going to sp kept coming...but todae...cuz we r going home..we sae we r going sp...n de sp bus kip coming..den xiu change to we r going hm..n 22 come!!!so by our pro inference skill...we can conclude tt ykt is de jinx...n we nd to change our command as n wen she is ard...lolx....
p.s. i tink tis post is freaking long!!!