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Saturday, 26 July 2008

2:33 pm

managed to finish almost all de subject ytdae... left math n some chemical equilibrium undone... wat do u expect wen u grounded for no reason... n u hab to locked urself in ur room so tt you wont hab to c de most despicable face in yr life....

so u cant do anithing.. like going out to play shop or date... n u hab almost unlimited energy source n wasted dem on studies...
i guess i hab to laze for another 48 hrs before i can breathe some fresh air... irritating she ban mii from going out... watching tvbee n using com... but seriously her mental prob is worsening... cuz she dint realise dere are computer n tvbee my study room... nub ass...

Friday, 25 July 2008

8:57 pm

arghhhh... todae is de worst dae ever... or shld i sae de ytdae was de beginning of hell... i todae i was tortured in it... screaming shouting violence all appeared in my hse ytdae... n todae... n i bet its going to continue unless im able to get hold of jennie ng's hp no or ask her to call my idiotic bitchy mum on mondae...
aft getting hold of my result slip... i still felt rather pleased over my results since its was much much beta den my block test result... n happily went out with steph till ard 5+ 6 wen i reach home... skipping towards my mum to let her c my result slip... ( okie exaggeration... i dont really skip... its already impossible to walk without dragging my feets la...)
n guess wat my mum sae? y u cheat ur results? i tot u sae u got a C for econs? y is it a D? i oso dint realise la... so i juz sae maybe de teacher round down lorh... n she juz kip emphasizing tt i cheated her cuz of 1 mark... n nxt he started scolding mii over my chem score... nagging y mi not consistent n blah blah blah... n finally saeing about my gp result... (okie de gp part is reasonable since i get 2.6 percentile la)....
den she showed mii my approved application for university of queensland... n i finally rember de name of de city ( brisbane)... n discouraged mii for not continuing to take As...saeing tt its impossible to pass my GP with de ridiculous score i got... n she refused to sign de result slip n asked mii to wait for my dad to return which is like mondae?
seriously i tink she shld take some medicine or go for some consultation... she seemed as if i dint told her my results.... at least she reacted as if i dint... n i juz locked my room for de rest of de dae... snuckling in my bed... crying over bullshyt stuff which i cant rember... n tinking of ending my life or juz stop studying n go get de 'cert' which is like use money buy one....
in de process i juz spoil de my room's door... aircon controller... hse phone... tvbee controller... juz broke my plasma tvbee... n mirror... well done mum for making my life difficult n to suffer as if i deserve it n as if im already in hell.... damm her... its juz a matter of time before i give up my life if she continue with her nuisances...

Tuesday, 22 July 2008

8:08 pm

wow its already 22th july already... like 1 mth before prelims? i mean im still at de slackish mode... feeling i deserve de rest aft de hectic lifestyle during midyr? i mean who doesnt deserve a long rest after 3 wks of nerve racking n aft 3 tests todae... okie de tests todae r like nthing... other den econs all de other de test r not marked by de teachers.... n i bet econs wont be marked too... since dey juz dont hab sufficient time to mark de test....
guess wat? dere is gonna be one more test tmr n another one on thursdae... if de teachers juz wanna make our lives difficult... dey did a pretty gd job...
seriously dont understand dem... dey r rushing through all de revision everydae... tinking we can absorbed every single details shown on de slides.... n now... dey gonna give us time trail almost everydae.... n i bet dey noe we aint going to study for dem? so wat r dey setting de papers for? okie if everyone sae dey cant understand women... i would sae i dont understand teachers...( ehhh? all my teachers apart from mr leong are female... wateva?)
if only asiasoft can work now... maybe i can destressed myself for at least 15min before i hab to do de long list of chem qn tt range from grp2 to periodicity.... im so 'excited' for dem... damm.. i juz hope A can be gone... so tt im free from tis lifestyle... cuz its juz too inhuman....gone***

Monday, 21 July 2008

6:06 pm

todae someone criticized mii for not habing any life n tt homeworks is my life...
well if he considered having a life as flirting with every gals he see.. making a big fuss over de cold shoulder given by his bimbo partner... n cursing over minute stuff tt isnt even worth noticing... den yap... im not tt fortunate to lead such a life....
at least im more commited to a relationship compared to his pseudo relationship... n i dont make fun n talk bad about steph behind her back... or at least a bunch of close friends... well from tis perspective i believed im habing a beta life den him... n at least im leading my life... regardless whether its a better one or not...
definitely irritated by him at tt point of time... but juz ignored him... but now i definitely amused since tis shows tt i looked studious or simply cuz he is being jealous cuz tt i hab a beta grade dan him... well... if homework is my life will guaratte a straight A result for As i would not mind habing tt kind of life....
still rember how he blinked his tiny winy eyes at bimbo during econs... ewww... if flirting is really his life.. den perhaps i shld ask if he hab a life? n he perhaps shld change his main focus in life to impress every single gals he see?
so fuck off n mind ur own business... im juz happie leading MY OWN LIFE!!!
tmr going to hab 3 tests which is like so omg... n here im slacking n blogging awae... LOLX... n im impressed by jennie ng for saeing a U in gp is nthing compared to a U in H2... amazed by her stand... gone to finish bio*** getamped a while first....

Friday, 18 July 2008

10:01 pm

BORING BORING BORING!!! life hab been so boooring aft midyrs... everydae wake up.. go sch... return hm... do de piled up hw... n finally got back to slp... n nxt dae de whole cycle occur agn... dere are minimal time to date.. to rest... to getamped... to revise... to.... live my life!!!
life is like so pathetic... every single period i was like looking at de clock hanging on de wall or at de watch on other ppl's hands... looking forward for de end of tt period... everydae looked forward to de end of de dae... every min tinking tt wkend will come soon.... tis kind of life is so unenjoyable!!!
de worst part is almost everydae ending de lesson at 530pm... n mr qwekk still sae de timetable was set to allow us to return home at 230pm? o pls... lesson like econs n math totally took de remedial period as part of de co-riculum time... doesnt matter whether u r gd or bad in de subject u still hab to go... so argh... i bet he dint noe tt... how could someone noe what we r studying wen he couldnt even realise dere are only 1 bio teacher in charged of us last term...
totally exhausted from de torture de teachers hab given us... n it's not only mii okie... everyone are like walking zombies... yawning awae... n couldnt even kip deir eyes open during lect... n dey expect de tings dey teach to go into our mind? maybe by diffusion?
told my horrendous result to my mum... n expectedly she isnt pleased... but who cares? i dont hab enough strength or energy to tink abt her feeling or to explain y i did so poorly or sae i will put in more effort during prelim... blah blah blah... competitiveness is like rising... everyone trying to do deir hw at de minimal amt of time...n studied deir sweat out... but im still dilly dally... slacking... dreaming....
quarrelling increase... competitiveness increase... stress increase....appetite decrease... slp time decrease... welfare decrease... hence overall my QOL decreases!!! dammm... either dere is a change in timetable or its definitely not possibly for mii to get use to tis type of life style....

Saturday, 12 July 2008

9:28 pm

practically did nthing todae... slack from 8-11 den went out with steph till now... ( i nv neglect her lorh... before zay accused mii i bullied her ).. but i hab to admit dint our dates decrease pretty much cuz of mye... but it was also due to going to vacation n also she was working... so i nv neglect her okie... im like so nice...
seriously hate taking public transport... especially those fully packed ones... firstly u cant make ani protest e.g. tsk!!! wen ppl touch u... den ppl start critisizing u wen u dint give dem de seat... super duper irritating lorh... cuz i felt like taking bus cuz its hab been mths before i took one... den left home early to fetch steph...
de bus was like super packed wen i boarded... den de crowd dispersed wen de bus stopped at bugis... n finally i managed to find a seat... since it gonna take almost another 1hr before i reach her hse... den tis stupid uncle stood beside mii... den start saeing hokkien to his wife or hu-ever... wat youths todae dunnoe how to respect de elderly... o pls lorh... he is even younger den my dad... like mid 30s... n i juz sat down can... but unwillingly i still gave up my seat... juz to prove tt youths todae understand hokkien...
den more n more ppl boarded de bus... n everyone was like squeezing ard making deir wae to de end to de rear... juz to find seats... seriously dont understand deir mentality... do dey tink dere were still empty seats... n everytime someone squeeze through u will feel so invaded...
de orst part occur wen de bus suddenly stop... den tis mid 70 uncle lost his balance n press his thick oily lips on ur face... ewww... n u hab to pretend nthing happen n help him to balance... im like dammm disturbed (both physically n emotionally) by de whole bus trip...
ytdae was like a super lucky dae... apart from de horrible econs results... cuz recieve de news tt dere is no more chem remedial!!!! HAPPIE HAPPIE HAPPIE... if dere is no gp remedial on wed den i can go home at 230pm from nxt wk.... wahaha.... still deciding whether to go for de NTU chem exam... shld be dependent on yihui's choice... since i doubt i will wan to go n tkae de test alone... lalala... gone*** to getamped~~~

Wednesday, 9 July 2008

6:33 pm

super duper exhausted aft nearly 8 hrs in sch... n guess wat it's de earliest dae i gonna leave sch for tis term... how mi suppose to survive for de nxt 7 wks? i seriously doubt tis intensive studying method b4 As is useful... at least for mii... i would rather everydae end earlier n go sch during saturdae... i bet it will be more efficent... since i wont be dozing off n looking at de clock every now n den...
chem lessons.. both tutorial n lect were like super boring... i was like kip watching de clock to check how much time was left... every min seemed like an eternity( omg super secondary sch essay)... n de lect was like so omg... feel like dying if it continue... luckily de lecturer ended de lecture 15min earlier...
n we still managed to finished 3 qns? okie it seemed not alot... but relative to other lect we r like much faster... n 20min b4 de lect de laptop battery is low... n we were so glad tt he gonna end de lect earlier... but turn out he took out de charger... n continue de lecture... but thx god aft 5 min he managed to finish qn 3... n sae de qn is beri long he will end de lect now... ( n definitely not cuz de dae is beri hot... donkey actually heard tt?!)
but cant blame her... cuz de lecture was like so hot n de air is still... either de aircon is spoil or dey wanna save de electricity bill... i believe its de latter since de other lect's aircon oso aint cold... n dey were saeing dey spent 50k every month on electricity bill... n complaining do u tink de sch fees we pay for can allow dem to pay such a big sum of money? o pls... if mr kwekk studied econs he would noe tt education is a positive ext. n is susidised by de govt... n de directory board is supposed to share de financial burden... or else wat r dey for?
hilarious den speechless... peeking at my gp paper2 score... i dint noe how to react... but end up bursting laughing... not cuz its exceptionally gd... (it isnt even near pass... at least nd 10 more marks?)... den looking at de score agn... i seriously is speechless... i noe tt i wont do well for h1 ( since i nv did well in both econs n gp)... but i wouldnt expect getting 13/50... which is like 26%... so its like no wae im going to pass gp nor its alwaes impoosible to pass econs aft looking at de econs answer scheme... haiix.... y cant i do well for h1 subjects? dammm... im getting emoish... i dun wan my mum to get called up cuz of failing dem!!! gone***

Tuesday, 8 July 2008

5:02 pm

de dae began with a constant stomachache... even aft i poo-ed i still feel dere are someting inside u-noe-whr... but i guess its juz cuz of de nervousness for getting de scripts back... since de stomachache sort of diminish aft i stop tinking about it...
de photo-taking session was like hilarious... guys were like suppose to sit on de grass patch... with de gals siting/ standing on de bench... rather awkward since everyone was clinging deir over one another... apart for de guys... so in order to break de ice i hab to cling over u-noe-who shoulder... i mean its okie... since i can hide some of my ugly hair n at de same time hug de rabbit-gab ( jennie ng actually tot its a bear?! wat kind of bear hab long ears? or maybe it oso not a rabbit since rabbit doesnt hab wristband or wateva shyt on it)...
went to ms clarity aft sch... okie initailly we were suppose to go pizza hut... but dere are none at bugis... den we go pasta mania... n ms apple ong suddenly tink of going to ms clarity since its cheaper n it come with drink dessert n all those stuff not provided by pasta mania..
walk from bugis to national library... n cross de road n continue walking... n we end up sort of lost... cuz ms apple ong seemingly forget de wae even tough she went dere twice... den call for help n we realise we over shot... at least now we noe ms clarity is at purvis street...
constantly crapping n gossiping... we ordered fish n chip for apple ong.. some kind of pasta in tomato sauce for ykt n pepper chix for mii... my portion was like super big n i couldnt finish even aft stuffing my stomach full... n ykt started playing her cube... n attracted a batch of angmoh... seemingly bewildered by de 4 by 4 cube... ykt seriously hab fatal attraction for foreigners... (maybe she can try those construction workers?)
den ykt begin her weird hilarious actions... first was commenting de plate for being round n made her feel tt de food is far awae... ( even if de food drop it will still drop on de plate mah)... den she start complaining she dun like tomato sauce wen she ordered for it.... n finally she start blowing ice cream... like trying to cool it... ( trying to cool ice cream by blowing. nice try?!)
okie now come de results... i only wanna to sae de results received todae is above my expectantion... especially for math... i can nv believe my math will be higher den chem... ( although its juz 0.1 points.. LOLX...)...i guess most ppl were shock wen i break de news tt i cant get A since i dint even do 20+ points for paper 3... so i already expected a non-A result... but still kinda of disappointed especially aft looking at those 'disppointing' words on de script... n those demoralising n make-us guilty speech done by simm simm n mr leong...
but at de end of de dae... someone seriously pissed mii off todae... how could someone complain abt his/her marks wen he managed to pass infront of ppl whom fail... either he/she hab low eq or simply he/she wanna to showoff... i believe its de latter... but seriously i dont find his/her result worthy to be showed off... i dont see ppl like yihui or shelia telling everyone deir results... so damm u... shut ur trap....

Monday, 7 July 2008

2:54 pm

todae is a muz blog date... simply cuz its 7th July...7 is gonna be de luckie no for libra tis wk... n i would be needing tis luck... n for once de lucky no is consistent among de newspaper n radio... if only its last yr... den dere will be 3 7s... okie its kinda of lame...
emoish emoish emoish... ytdae went to cut my hair... supposely shld be fridae one... den end up de gay hairdresser sms mii sae he need go back malaysia den push back de appointment to sundae... but ytdae i go... he was kinda of buzi... den another lady juz offer her service.. n dammm i made a bad choice... her first cut den i feel like fainting... she start with my behind de xu xu can...i mean like snapping my hair off horizontally.. argh... i already told her i dont wan slope le lorh... okie maybe its my prob for nt emphasizing i wan layer with xu... but hu will wan a straight layered hair...
speechless... i juz stare at her... an amateur indeed.. luckily de gay hairdresser stop her... n start cutting my hair... but argh... now my whole long xu xu hair gone... n to look normal.... he hab to cut everyting short... ewww... its gonna be de worst haircut im having for dis yr... n im going to hab phototaking tmr... nice memories indeed... i juz hope tt my hair can grow as fast as possible...
nervous... abit... cuz tmr maybe going to get back de papers... getting back scripts is definitely worst den doing dem... i would rather do test paper everydae den to get back those horrible results... seriously if i could meet de minister of education... ( yar rite).. den i will propose tis idea.. doing test paper n not getting de result... or at least not viewing results to be tt impt...
bad haircut + getting back script + photo taking with bad haircut= made mii hope tt time could stop now... LOLX... my big fat dream can nv come true...
at least dere are someting worth brightening up my daes... congratz cao ge n su da lu for winning de jin qu jiang... haha... congratz!!! n for getamped... im 2nd for my job... but my ranking is like 4k+ so u can see how little ppl r playing my job... LOLX...

Saturday, 5 July 2008

3:51 pm

OVER OVER OVER!!! MID YEAR IS OVER!!!! okie exaggeration... its only midyr... n dere are still going to hab prelim n As... but it seriously feel as if i had finish As... i dint even feel so overwhelmed when i finish Os... feel like shouting my joy to everyone around mii.... AHHHHHHHH!!!
dint went out de others to watch movie ytdae... de main reason was dey r watching 10 promises with de dog? dunno wat's de name... someting like tt... i wont even watch if its called 10 promises with cat lah... n its dog is like impossible... juz dont want to spoil my happie mood aft test... n watch a crying show... but i oso doubt i will cry... touching show juz dun appeal to mii...
instead i went to de food fest with steph at nite... but i went to de food fest with no appetite... n juz walked ard for 30min den juz decided to go ecp... n slack over dere... im seriously losing my appetite... n im suppose to build up my fat mass... i doubt my dream to reach 50kg wont be met agn... hab be hoping to get 5_kg for alwaes 3 yrs le lahh...
hab tis super duper weird dream ytdae nite... regarding taking back chem test paper.... de dream is like totally illogical... or maybe all dream r illogical in one wae or de other... in de dream... ms sim wasnt going to return our paper... juz going to read out de ranking... n i was one of behind ones... n jermaine saw my marks den told mii... den ms sim sae it isnt my marks... its de mrt station de no. ... but its oso regarding my marks... really weird n illogical... wat is de link between marks n station no? maybe cuz i was subconsiously tinking abt de test marks n cuz de gals took de train with mii ytdae... so combine tgt...
getamped getamped... i tink im getting nubber in tis game... or maybe de other play r getting proer... kip losing... but i still managed to up my rank to 4k+... n im already rank 56 for my job... wahaha... satisfied... n de timetable retrieved from de web made no sense to mii... n r we going to hab lesson on tuesdae? dunno dun care...
n de worst part is it seem we r getting back math on tues?! info get from litespd... n we r going to get result slip on 18th July... at first still tot is 18th july den get back de paper one lorhh... den can slack for at 2 more wks... i guess its juz one of my big fat dream...

Wednesday, 2 July 2008

8:24 am

LOLX...LOLX...LOLX...
a chinese man managed to sell 10, 000 mosquito corpses within 2 daes?! he started selling mosquito corpses at a part of promotion for his online business... but instead selling mosquito corpses become one of his main source of income... according to him...he actually came up tis idea wen he was locking himself in a small room tinking how to promote his online business... wen a mosquito flew past n he managed to kill it... n tis clap of both hands n death of a mosquito inspire his ' wonderful ' idea....
so omg la... wen i heard tis report... its comical n unbelievable at de same time... firstly who r de ones who bought those mosquito? n who in de right mind will tink of selling mosquito corpses? LOLX... n below is de his advertisement lines: "Truly killed by human hands. Can be used for science studies, decoration, and collection."
decoration? using dead mosquito? lolx... u mean a gag deco or accessories or home deco? can u believe someone wearing mosquito ear studs or necklace? or a house full of dead mosquito hanging in de midair... LOLX... human is truly the most innovative/amazing/unique creature on earth...