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Friday, 25 July 2008

8:57 pm

arghhhh... todae is de worst dae ever... or shld i sae de ytdae was de beginning of hell... i todae i was tortured in it... screaming shouting violence all appeared in my hse ytdae... n todae... n i bet its going to continue unless im able to get hold of jennie ng's hp no or ask her to call my idiotic bitchy mum on mondae...
aft getting hold of my result slip... i still felt rather pleased over my results since its was much much beta den my block test result... n happily went out with steph till ard 5+ 6 wen i reach home... skipping towards my mum to let her c my result slip... ( okie exaggeration... i dont really skip... its already impossible to walk without dragging my feets la...)
n guess wat my mum sae? y u cheat ur results? i tot u sae u got a C for econs? y is it a D? i oso dint realise la... so i juz sae maybe de teacher round down lorh... n she juz kip emphasizing tt i cheated her cuz of 1 mark... n nxt he started scolding mii over my chem score... nagging y mi not consistent n blah blah blah... n finally saeing about my gp result... (okie de gp part is reasonable since i get 2.6 percentile la)....
den she showed mii my approved application for university of queensland... n i finally rember de name of de city ( brisbane)... n discouraged mii for not continuing to take As...saeing tt its impossible to pass my GP with de ridiculous score i got... n she refused to sign de result slip n asked mii to wait for my dad to return which is like mondae?
seriously i tink she shld take some medicine or go for some consultation... she seemed as if i dint told her my results.... at least she reacted as if i dint... n i juz locked my room for de rest of de dae... snuckling in my bed... crying over bullshyt stuff which i cant rember... n tinking of ending my life or juz stop studying n go get de 'cert' which is like use money buy one....
in de process i juz spoil de my room's door... aircon controller... hse phone... tvbee controller... juz broke my plasma tvbee... n mirror... well done mum for making my life difficult n to suffer as if i deserve it n as if im already in hell.... damm her... its juz a matter of time before i give up my life if she continue with her nuisances...