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Wednesday, 24 December 2008

11:13 pm

wahahaha!!! HAPPIE CHRISTMAS EVE!!!
okie duh... christmas is not the point of this post... the highlight of this post is my first bookout of tekong!!!
and since im not suppose to state anything regarding the training programme nor the activities held there... so i should just quote the starting of this post from one of bunkmate... whom everyone knows him as mr wikepedia...
quote: " i just returned from a serene island... an island not too far from home... a place which i made tonnes of friends and went through both good and bad times together..."
and yepp... life in tekong wasnt that bad as i thought it would be... at least i still can sleep, eat and shit... especially shit... i shitted at least thrice everyday...
the bunkmate in my section was also rather friendly... although there's one that cant really fit into group living... and the worst part is he came from ny too... everyone sort of get gave up on him and sometimes i too hope that he's not in my section or my platoon...
firstly... when someone remind him to do something or lend a hand... instead of thanking the person... he will blame the person.... sometimes even arguing that we sabo him and move his stuff... like duh no? since if his place isnt tidy... we will too be punished? (definitely felt ashamed since he came from ny too)...
secondly... even though he is asthmatic since young... he actually dint know how and what are the symptoms of asthma attacks... and out of 5 training session... he had asthma attack thrice... and he still refused to see a specialist... simply because he has a target... a target that i believe he will never achieve....
well apart from him... all the others do look out for one another and i believe these friendships can last a long long time.... and life with them doesnt seem to get bored...
first there's my buddy, jimmy... he is the one whose alarm will ring the earliest but will only wake up 30min later... and i dont really need to set my alarm clock sice everyday i will be awaken by his...
then there's farley... a mixed blood guy who is like tall... taller den mii by 2 heads? he is the timer of the platoon and can really shout aloud and accurately... and this is really something i need to learn from him...
next is joseph... another nyjcians... sort of know him slightly because we had the same pe lesson in ny... he too attempted to teach mii a couple of command when im doing platoon ic... haha thanks alot...
followed by... mr drake... our section ic... and also the one who can dont wash his clothes for long period of time... yet his shirt doesnt stink... and he too has shortened memory like mii... and kept forgetting where he place his stuff...
next 2 are the jokers of the section... ben toh and tze en (ps if i misspell)... there are the ones who talked the most and teased the most... and ben toh has a loud significant laugh... while tze en is the one who tell the jokes to make ben laugh out loud... actually their topics mainly srrounds the idiotic guy...
in the section there's also mr wikepedia... ben koh... he is sort of the most experienced and most technical person in our section... he tends to be quite panicky like mii... but tt doesnt always mean a bad thing... being a soldier do also require a sense of urgency... ( kindly remind him to lose weight!!! eat less!!! shyt more!!!!)
there's is also ming cher... the 'cold' joker... he can come out with cold jokes out of every topics... and can use his high class lang to tease the person without the person knowing... and he's the one who pass the virus to mii!!! and now my throat is like kinasai...
finally there's nigel... like a big brother to mii... love to bother him by leaning my whole body on his fieldpack... and he definitely has a great fascination in cct... and he has one 'shared' girlfriend called 'amanda'....
argh just returned from dinner at art gallery hotel... lame shit because i ate like mad... like the speed i ate in army... even though im not hungry...
oops the time just went passed 0000... so happie christmas... and the best christmas gift this year is the ending of my platoon ic 'career'!!! cheers!!! im still quite in love with my the other job... armskote ic...
argh... still have my leg injured... gonna see my specialist tomorrow... hope that its gonna be fine... because i dont want to stay behind to have 'remedial'! gonna go and slack le.... ciao!!! wondering whether to go minds with 0702 peeps... haii... im not sure whether i have sufficient time...

Thursday, 11 December 2008

4:13 pm

photo update!!! less words more pictures!

tombolo nub was the first one to start eatting... because she claimed she was hungry but she ate de least!

tasty chicken cooked by eileen... but good things require sacrifaces!

here's the sacriface... we actually make de whole aluminium foil turned charred less than 5 min... mainly because we dint put any oil or butter...

candid shot by ongxiuti... im eatting the yummie egg noodle... and i chose the better soup base(chicken)... whereas silly sarah and eileen chose the louya-er tomyam soup... ewww... bu ting lao ren yan lor!

we ate so much ice creams?! haha... ong xiuti and donkey... and please avoid going to steamboat with donkey... because she will come up with weird stuff... like cooking prawn and pouring soya sauce on the shell...

sarah and eileen taking photo with the tall ice cream cups building... with an extra hand... i think its tombolo nub's hand...

here comes the who's the biggest mouth competition... there are 3 contestants this year... too bad the above are the losers... tombolo nub can only fit a small spoon... although tummie can fit in more but she dint even come close to the winner...

here's the winner... silly sally sarah tan pek yee... (her name is so long)... i bet she can eat up the whole ice berg in minutes....
'nice' pictures drawn bu tombolo noob and donkey noob... you cant have high hope since they are both noobs.... haha... but thank you very much!!! i will definitely bring the green stuff you all brought for mii... just hope that it wont be soiled by mud...

group photo... haha... we took 2... this has a better bad ground... the other is so ps... since we actually blocked the whole entrance of yuki yaki....

see any similarities? if you cant see you are blind!!! its my cute black thick framed specs... nice rite!!! dont jealous next time let you all wear....

another photo cropped by ongxiuti... but i prefer the top one because my face is smaller...

about 16 hours more before my hair get shaved... and i will start a whole new beginning... i shall not ponder too much... because i realised that im the happiest when my mind goes blank... especially this few days... so i guess i will not return to blogging that often now... yap... so cya then! muack!

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

10:12 am

gonna to be another emoish post ahead so please avoid reading if your life totally rocks! 2 more days before i head towards tekong to start my 24/7 pe, shouting, shooting, crying, and cold-feeting...
my heart clenched and my stomach went flip flop every time i think of leaving my comfort zone and going to a place which is filled with unknowns (in a bad sense)...
the only thing you know is that life is going to be tough and you will be so tired that you will forget about bathing... you have to wash your own clothes and even write names on your underwear to prevent people from stealing... (which i believe is totally redundant since if i know someone steal my underwear... am i suppose to look at everyone's underwear?!)
there maybe people you can't trust... and others may attempt to backstab you... maybe my nervousness is due to fact that im going to be alone with people that im not sure of and i may make a bad choice to befriend them...
its gonna to be a place that you cant crack jokes anytime anywhere and cant let anyone see your soft side... i may just change and become a different person when i come out... a person with personality that i may not like...
maybe a best pal beside you will be a good thing... but a best pal that you only meet 4-5 times a year and chat on msn... is he really a best friend? im not very sure of his personality now... and im not sure of what and how he thinks now...
argh... all these typing of emoish stuff just make my hands and feets went cold and my body starts shaking...
ytdae lunch was indeed a success... we totally ate like 4hrs non-stop... eatting, chatting, cooking and laughing... but the 'aftertaste' wasnt good... especially when im at home alone in my room... it just shows me that there can be a chance im going to lose a whole bunch of good friends and i will have lesser and lesser time to spend with them...
damn life sometimes really hurts...

Monday, 8 December 2008

5:04 pm

have been rather busy past two days... getting all ready for army... maybe not mentally but at least i bought all the stuff that im suppose to bring...
aniwae the bag that im going to bring on friday just become a public property in my family... every single one in my family contributed something...
the funnie part is someone kept placing the hair wax into my bag... weirdo... not as if i will need to wax my hair when i doesnt have any left... till now i still dunno who's that since im not bothered to ask...
got my kuku specs ytdae... really kuku... but its damn sturdy even after mii dropping it twice on the floor! hope that it can last through out the tough 3 mths...
ytdae's dinner totally sucks to the core... every single male in my father side apart gave them their experience in army... from 30 yrs ago ( people like my dad) to 2 yrs ago ( my cousins)... but throughout the dinner i sort of fu yan them...
things like getting 3 sets of keys... writing names on the clothes even underwear just totally turn mii off... and seemingly its had occured before... i mean ppl stealing other people's underwear?! i mean its gross no matter what the reason is...
argh... now everytime i think of going to the army... my fingers turned cold and my body started shaking... especially the cold chilly weather...
just realise one of my best friend was also enlisted on 12 dec... and in the same school... however it turned out worse than i thought... and got mii more depressed...
tomorrow gonna eat lunch buffer at yuki yaki!!! so long since i ate dere... looking forward to eating with the 02 peeps... haha... hope i can get back my appetite!!!

Friday, 5 December 2008

4:09 pm

life is officially getting dull and boring...
spent the whole day ytdae at home... teaching bobo how to pee in the sands... even though i know that he is already toilet-trained and he kept peeing on on his bed and on my bed just because of his laziness...
while i cant say that its a total success but at least he wont poo on my bed agn... gross i know to imagine a pile of dung on de bed when you wake up...
thought about doing something enriching this week... but cant seem to find anything that i can accomplish and gain satisfaction from it within a week... plus i need to buy tonnes of stuff...
mind you it isnt normal shopping... its like searching for the cheapest, hardiest, dullest, and the things can last through 3-4mths... examples are:
1.black specs with super thick frames! gonna get them tomorrow... i cant imagine im spending 1xx bucks on shyt specs which i will not be wearing after 4 mths! plus my degree increase by 50 degree!
2.black/dark blue watch with timer and alarm... so that i wont be late and lose my pathetic few daes back to paradise....
3.black large yet portable bag... blah blah blah... all are black and dark-colored...
and tomorrow gonna spent time in ahma house... dere is gonna be a "celebration"?! i guess dey cant wait to see mii gone...
ooo yesh... im gonna get a whole collection of caps... dark-colored of course... den you all cant see shaved head! gone***

Wednesday, 3 December 2008

9:39 pm

who will ever know it can end with a single sms and who will ever know i can take that impact so easily...
maybe its because im not the one who initiate it...
yet im still so confused... but i still believe that it's the best way to end this relationship...
maybe i have lost a lover but i gain a great pal... a friend that will have a place in my heart...

Tuesday, 2 December 2008

10:16 pm

exactly 10 days before i enter army and get my hair shaved...
no im not count downing since its not exactly something that i should look forward to...
its just because some relatives mistaken the date (12 become 2) and called to my house to talk to my mum... perhaps they attempt to console her...
example 1: its gonna be ok... you do not need to worry for both of your sons... or....
exampe 2: you dont need to worry since my boys did fine when they are in army... blah blah...
i seriously dont think there is a need to console my mum... my dad maybe? since my mum cant wait to see mii out of the house... so that she doesnt need to fight with my brother over the bathtub, take over my room and snatch away my drinks...
surprisingly im not as nervous as i thought i would be... a tiny winy scare maybe?
its definitely the first time im going to enter a place or a stage without anyone accompanying mii... my primary school to secondary school there was sunthai... and from sec sch to jc dere were tombolo noob, xiuti, ah lok, yeeling and zhao alice...
but this time... im alone... no one to accompany mii... being a typical libran (meaning my horoscope is libra if you dunno)...im simply lost and cold feet when im without any friend...
but this would also signify the fact that im gonna meet new people and make new friends... friends that i would never envision to befriend with and gain a new perpective of life...
it definitely sound super da dao li... but tt's the way i kept consoling myself... i just hope that i wont get bullied over there and remain as cheerful as always...
made a list of pros and cons to stay in singapore or go overseas to study... currently going overseas has an edge over the staying in singapore... but i guess it getting nowhere and redundant... im definitely waiting for my results i guess... hope that the schlorship will remain applicable till then... (its my safety net you know?!)...
i want to smile, laugh and enjoy life anywhere and everywhere!!!