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Tuesday, 2 December 2008

10:16 pm

exactly 10 days before i enter army and get my hair shaved...
no im not count downing since its not exactly something that i should look forward to...
its just because some relatives mistaken the date (12 become 2) and called to my house to talk to my mum... perhaps they attempt to console her...
example 1: its gonna be ok... you do not need to worry for both of your sons... or....
exampe 2: you dont need to worry since my boys did fine when they are in army... blah blah...
i seriously dont think there is a need to console my mum... my dad maybe? since my mum cant wait to see mii out of the house... so that she doesnt need to fight with my brother over the bathtub, take over my room and snatch away my drinks...
surprisingly im not as nervous as i thought i would be... a tiny winy scare maybe?
its definitely the first time im going to enter a place or a stage without anyone accompanying mii... my primary school to secondary school there was sunthai... and from sec sch to jc dere were tombolo noob, xiuti, ah lok, yeeling and zhao alice...
but this time... im alone... no one to accompany mii... being a typical libran (meaning my horoscope is libra if you dunno)...im simply lost and cold feet when im without any friend...
but this would also signify the fact that im gonna meet new people and make new friends... friends that i would never envision to befriend with and gain a new perpective of life...
it definitely sound super da dao li... but tt's the way i kept consoling myself... i just hope that i wont get bullied over there and remain as cheerful as always...
made a list of pros and cons to stay in singapore or go overseas to study... currently going overseas has an edge over the staying in singapore... but i guess it getting nowhere and redundant... im definitely waiting for my results i guess... hope that the schlorship will remain applicable till then... (its my safety net you know?!)...
i want to smile, laugh and enjoy life anywhere and everywhere!!!