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Thursday, 10 March 2011

7:05 pm

( Listening to the new album of stephanie sun's songs; nope i did not buy the album, i just merely download it from youtube. LOL.)

Aspirations. Goals and objectives that were "set" in our 390g brain as we grow and age over the years.

Since young i always thought of becoming an astronaut, as the star grazing seems something so relaxing and enjoying; and in the morning i can be a scientist. I was really, really young, so young that i did not take into account that i needed sleep.

And when i entered secondary schools, when CSI seemed so hot at that period, i wanted to become a forensic scientist, using the latest technology to solve crimes. I still remembered at cchms there was a forensic scientist course, whereby we were given a chance to take our fingerprints all that. Everything seems so cool and fun.

But after realising being a forensic scientist is totally boring in Singapore, and its includes the job of finding evidences from dead corpses. Totally turn off.

And yes, when i reached JC, the sudden interest in chemistry makes me feel like becoming a pharmacist, researching and discovering new medicines that can help future mankind. (WOW. Sounds so cool.)

However, working at starhub makes me have doubt with the so called "dreams" that everyone has. Especially i realised i started to enjoy working even though i almost hated it initially. It is totally a job i never thought of enjoying, but guess what after a few mths i could actually adapt and start loving this job.

Which makes me wonder. Does my job in the future be related to science or chemistry? Or some business-related jobs? Or maybe i should really consider the different fields of job that are available in the future and not totally rejecting them.

P.S. Got my new passport today!!! Wahaha.